I am raw today. Each time I think I have come to a new turn on my path, a brighter one where the sun has started to shine through and I can see the end in the distance. I trip on a bump and fall. I am feeling so many emotions, but at the same time none at all. I am not feeling ambivalence however. Quite the opposite in fact. I feel as if my soul has been peeled away with a vegetable peeler. Each layer stripped exposes a fresh blood red sheet of me that may get the chance to harden again before quickly being sliced away again.
;and so she goes on